STOP!

STOP!

Whats that?

That's my Mom crying because my Dad left her with six mouths to feed.

STOP!

Whats that?

That is my Mom shipping my sister away to family because three jobs doesn't equal seven full stomachs.

STOP!

Whats that?

That is my Mom drunk with her third husband on top of the world.

STOP!

Whats that?

That is my Mom crying again because he has no loyalty.

STOP!

Whats that?

That is me and my Mom again alone.

STOP!

Whats that?

That is eight years of alcoholism passed out on the kitchen floor.

STOP!

Whats that?

That is me crying because my mom just hit that car and she is not stopping and I'm scared.

STOP!

Whats That?

That is me outside my Mom's hospital room after she tried killing her self.

STOP!

Whats that?

That's is me living with my sister at 14 because my Mom can't take care of me anymore.

STOP!

Whats that?

That is me getting arrested at 22 for drunk driving just like Mom.

STOP!

Whats that?

That's me at my 14 year old nephew's funeral crying.

STOP!

Whats that?

That's my sister drinking her son's memories away.

STOP!

Whats that?

That's My Wife, My Son, My alcohol free life, in a bubble trying to protect them from MY LIFE!!!