Day 1!

Today starts the days of new beginnings

Last year was filled with bad endings

I begin today with a glimmer of hope

Shadowed by the transgressions of my actions leading me on a slippery slope

I am fighting on too many fronts

I surrender myself to you lord stopping my silly stunts

I will go quietly into the night

Knowing you're still God and things will be alright

I lost many things in 2010

Found even less as the fireworks brought this year to an end

I will find myself in this painful path I created

I can’t blame anyone for the distractions I’ve manipulated

I take ownership of my actions and obstacles

Now it’s time to forgive and find my way in the tabernacle

It’s time to repair, get ready to pay for my mistakes

It’s hard when I’m distracted by my heartache

I find comfort in my boys always there for a hug

I will find perseverance in their love in this hole I dug

I’m so grateful for the little I have in my wreck less decisions

Thank you lord for giving me a light to see your vision