You

I can't stop remembering your face,

4 12 years you put every woman to disgrace.

Now you are not mine anymore,

The existance of this thought makes me feel like the floor.

Constantly being stepped on taken for granted, 

My view is forever slanted.

You gave me more than I could ever have imagine,

The next woman is at such a disadvantage.

The shadow you cast streams across the universe,

Now the stars are a reminder of your loveable curse.

THANK YOU SO MUCH 4 THE LIFE YOU SHARED,

In the end it hurt more than what I prepared.

I fell in love with time and time again,

That's what I miss most in the end.

Across the room or at a family event,

The sparkle in your eyes and the love your smile sent.

Forever instilled hope in this hopeless romantic.

Now I touch this paper to remember you,

Ink smeared on my fingertips, alone, shaken, and askew, damnit woman I miss you