Night Sky

Through the days and endless summer nights

The drops of sunshine have  wiped the sweat off my cloudy brow

Making it easier for each hour that passes to see I don’t need to fight

The eclipse on my horizon brings new things leaving me just saying wow

The silver lining in my life is shadowed by emotions of true agony

Casting horrific feelings of doubt and screams of anguish in my ears

The tiara of memories hangs so close the ground representing our pageantry

The time we had shattered like a mirror on the ground looking down seeing fractured years

I’m hanging on the fringe of who I thought I was to you

Constructing a new road for me and the ones I love

Those closest to me were closest to you and now you’re thru

That amazing grace on the horizon breaking my rules to be as close only to feel a hard shove

My heart strings are frayed, damaged, searching for something familiar

Finding something different and knowing it doesn’t match

Who knew the rain would be dried with someone with two years tenure

Only to leave me alone with an itch I can’t scratch.

Sitting in a dark room wishing upon a streaking star in the night sky

Knowing it’s futile to be so childish in my unrealistic approach on my longing try.