Why

Once again I’m sorry for not treating you like shit

I can only love the way I know my lil bit

Even if I knew you thrived on such hurful agony

I couldn’t bring myself to disrespect you especially if I gave you my bended knee

In my coldest night you revived me with sunlight

Little did I know the burn came with such a hurtful bite.

I fell for the ruse you sold me when things were ok

The shit hit the fan and you regret the time we took to say

I love you, is this love to you?

If so leave me alone you poisons’ spineless shrew

If not I’m here always not to judge but look ahead

I have a past too but now its dead

These problems you have right now pave my life

You don’t think I know what it takes to make it right

You better think twice about leaving me out of our kids life

Its not about you anymore or that crave that leaves strife

I believed what you told me to this day

And after what I said I can only guess the streamers came out for your pity party parade

Our poor precious child is coming into this world your created

All because of some morbid self hatred

You want to count marbles your entire life

As they drop knowing he only wants one thing of your marriage, that’s a sharp knife

And know he wants you because your sex appeal

Poor fucking ape couldn’t see you for what’s real

Just wait till the day you are showing my Childs life

See if he see the beauty in what we had, it was so right.

We’ll see then if the lives up to the man he said he would be

My money is on watching this poor coward flee.