Remember Me

I have no idea how I fell from grace
Its like the Devil has been sitting right on my face

So much going for me moving forward into old age
Two kids a wife living life on our happy stage

Everything has changed at the distaste of my actions
My reflection is a constant reminder of my unsatisfaction

Who is this man that stands before my eye?
I have no idea considering how much I want to die

When I do take that final step into purgatory
I know my apologies will not be enough to make right what is obligatory

I've lost everything a couple times over in this shitty life story
I've grown tired of being the worst part of my family’s endless disappointment of glory

I’ve gone 15 rounds with the sins of my father 
Only to be defeated by my own Marauder

I woke up this AM knowing it would be my last sunrise
I'm coming to terms with knowing death will take my last sigh

I want to apologize to all those who truly love me for who I am 
I wish I felt the same way about my journey through this scam

This world is not a place for a failure of my magnificent stature
I gave up to a selfish - cowardly way that I could manufacture

Good bye, farewell, remember the times I made you laugh
Mandy kiss our boys everyday on my behalf