Thursday, August 13, 2015

Hidden Smiles

I feel you inside my soul
Withering, slowly falling out of a tiny hole

A hole I punctured with words of anger and mistakes
I'm tired of tasting my tears of destruction and regretful waves of breaks

My world has been upside down for some time now
It’s become normal this plastic smile has always been a scowl

Comfort in misery and chaos seems to be my forte
Pathetic in happiness and glee make me that much more in dismay

I'm exhausted of being my own worst enemy in every way I can
A constant heartbreak to all those who love me regardless of them being a fan

My eyes keep leaking the sorrow in my soul
The tart taste of my pain unraveling my self control 

Gagging on my loathing self sense of guilt
I don't have a tomorrow to change what I've unbuilt

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