When I tell my story
people are surprised or don’t believe me because I’m still here
What if I wasn’t meant
to be crazy and bring nothing but fear
Many people love me
but it doesn’t help me get my kids back
It doesn’t get me a
home or a place to be me relaxed and stacked
I’m in depths of
madness and it feels so good to be free
Deep down I think my
purpose is to cause chaos stand back and laugh with glee
I’ve been in pain for
so long trying to be good and righteous
I’ve succumbed to the
madness and I feel nothing but happiness
I found my home in
this black hole of no fear
Shed the burden of
all of it to finally hear
The screaming madness
of my nightmares in sitting on my lap
My pet finally at
peace with me in my darkness loyal to my mind snap
All this time I’ve
been running from what scared me most
I stopped running and
now I’m staring at my old life like a lost ghost
Goodbye Johnny Red
his memory shall be remembered
Welcome Rev DW he’s
the one in charge now that my past is dismembered
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